Netflix kinda day!! Day 64!!
Sep 10, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJ9atpJc_bU

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clearly you guys are seeing that there
was no logging other than what we're
doing now today today has been one of
those days I think that's kind of a
comment phrase for me lately
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no it was it was a good day it really
was um I clearly don't have anything on
my face I don't have my glasses I don't
have my cup well I don't really wear
makeup I use eye makeup if you want to
call that makeup lips um but I just got
out of the shower so I was like oh I
will just do my nightly routine with
y'all while I'm sitting here talking to
you guys um and really there's when you
talk about nightly routine it's it's
really really not a nightly routine it's
just you know I put my my lotion on and
that lotion the Aveeno dryly
moisturizing lotion has actually been
very very helpful in the dry skin
department it's definitely helped me so
much so I do that pretty much every
single night I just put a little bit on
not a lot just just a dab because it
just definitely makes me feel a little
bit better and then do the women leave
things
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I figured out the shower we exceed for
behind not on fire tonight not tonight
and then I always use I don't know if
you guys ever
oops as my lid went dropping it's
summers e5 and one naturalizes O's odors
absorbs moisturizer won't just strut
okay I don't actually use this on my
panties torrid it's used for but I use
it for my just my nightly body spray so
I go to bed smelling fresh well I just
took a shower so clearly so fresh but
y'know anyways today was a really good
day
but as y'all see I did not vlog today um
I pretty much took it easy all day
I really didn't know I didn't go
anywhere today I stayed home all day
long um all he did the backyard he did
such an amazing job I am just like it's
finally done um but he worked out there
for a good like fora for hours just weed
whacking away so while he was doing that
I laid s4 down for a nap and of course
mommy went down for a nap too I can't
miss that and then um I cleaned it here
I did light cleaning in the bathrooms
and I didn't vlog it and the only reason
why is because uh I got all the
equipment to clean and stuff and I
completely forgot to dress down and by
the time I was already spraying that
bleach I was just like I don't want to
change and my knee is really still
acting up so I have a couple days before
I can see the doctor I have appointment
on the 22nd so I'm just trying to make
it until the 22nd so I don't have to go
to Urgent Care
to see what's kind of going on with it
and hopefully within that time it will
just kind of flare down but I honestly
think it's just because I've been
walking I really think that's really
what it is because
I haven't done anything else to damage
it so I mean I think that that's the
issue and what else
that was pretty much it I stayed in bed
for a good amount of this morning time
with my leg up on that crooked pillow we
just like kind of amped my leg up on it
and we just kept rotating ice and heat
on it which really did help it really
did help so that was nice and other than
that we just really we didn't do a lot
because I just took a down day and it I
needed it just to kind of love my knee
re recharge itself
tomorrow we go back to my counseling
schedule so I've counseling at 10:00 so
I will definitely check in with you guys
in the morning time it's been nice
because our family has been getting up
early earlier than we ever have before
in the sense that everybody is up by
like 7:30 8 o'clock showers are done
everything's like getting finished and
it's really a nice thing because I feel
like we get just so much more done and
we're more productive during that time
so that's a very good filling and even
though I didn't do much today I still
felt very productive just in the sense
of getting up early and being able to
stay on task of things that needed to be
done and then tonight we'll go we're
going back to our nightly routine
because tomorrow starts school for
Jeremiah again and Tuesday is the first
day of the kids is preschool with me
which is exciting I'm really excited so
I will work on some of that tomorrow so
I will bring you guys along for my
preparing of preschool and then you guys
get to see the preschool and I think it
was pretty chill accident cheer warp
stream uh I was gonna fill you guys in
with something I forgot what didn't say
well today for pretty much all of my
eating was right on track um I did have
my Dutch tea which doesn't matter it's
zero calorie Donn everything thank God I
had for breakfast this morning I had a
pack of oatmeal lunch I had a pepperoni
stick
healthy I know right but it's fine it
works pepperoni sticks make they they
literally feel like I've actually eaten
something really healthy like it's
abstains my hunger so um I had that for
lunch and then for dinner I had a turkey
sandwich with some veggie straws know if
you guys have ever heard of him oh I
showed him to you guys yesterday in my
shopping hall I think it was yesterday
whatever day we went to Costco it's what
every day that was and then that was it
for eating him try think no we all I eat
the rest of the week so tomorrow just
because we didn't go anywhere really
like to store wise all he went and got
the tea and his drink and then he ran
and got gas but other than that uh he we
didn't go anywhere but so tomorrow we
have to go to the store to get this
stuff for my solids for the rest of the
week for dinners because that's what I'm
gonna try and do is just stick to my
dinners of my salads for dinners just
this week just to kind of kind of
balance myself out and see if I can
figure out what is going on what does
occurred in my body to make it gain its
weight but yeah I don't know today was
just a fluke II day it was just uh I
wanted to relax and just chill so I did
give a couple messages that I was gonna
talk about really quick while I was
thinking about them
Oh first things first before I jump to
that yes I know I'm jumping all over the
place um so I painted my nails today
that's that's just how much energy
we had I painted my nails I have not
been putting false nails on because what
happened was date my nails are so so
that like so thin from the false nails
of taking them on and off enough enough
every time you take them off yeah every
time you take them off
it takes a layer of no off and my nails
are so thin like I mean when I push them
I can feel like there's like no barrier
between my skin underneath my nail and I
know like I literally have maybe a few
more little layers and then we'd be down
to just like skin so with that I've
decided not to put false nails on which
my children got ahold of these are the
ones that I had bought before I decided
not to put false nose on of course no
it's not gonna show up right yeah of
course not why would it work for me no
it's gonna show orange it's clearly not
orange they're white French tip type
things but anyways I decided not to put
those on for now because of the reason
that my nose are so thin but I will say
that I have been using and now it's not
gonna be here my kids were playing with
it so course I'm not gonna find it nope
I put it in the other bucket so they
wouldn't get ahold of it
I bought a while back and I showed you
guys on a video that it's not hard as
nails but it's basically it helps like
growth your nails out you guys I think
that stuff is working
something's doing it my nails are longer
than they've ever been before I don't
know if you guys can use it like that's
the longest that my actual notes have
ever grown without breaking snap being
chipping peeling anything and I'm just
like ah so excited so you can kind of
see the tips
CGT peas um so I'm really excited
because that's just like I mean that
feels good that my nails are actually
growing um they're not as sturdy as I
would like them
Meek's open them but it's okay it still
get strong again hopefully I've done
some major damage on my thumbnails again
and I'm trying to show you guys I'm on a
phone and that's just not going to work
but anyways so it's pretty bummed out
that my I've done so much damage to the
cuticles because of picking but it's
okay I can say that I honestly have not
picked my lips today I've been putting a
Vaseline on him so that's been helping
um I'm really trying not too young so I
keep groping because I don't want to on
and then I've been also using the
cuticle rescue stuff or I'm not sure
exactly what the name of it is but that
gel stuff that you put around the
cuticle that has been helping immensely
so I mean I think that my nails are
coming around but I did do a year ago I
did do a order for the color street so
what I'll do is I'm gonna actually just
do a whole video on me applying the nail
Street and also if it's something you
guys are interested in it will just be
another video that I post up for you
guys but for now because I'm waiting for
Manila Street to come in through the
mill I just decided to paint them and
just have fun with them so that's what I
did anyways another thing that I was
thinking about because there was a
couple people that were talking about
how they sometimes get like little
rashes in between the folds of their
skin when they're still wet or like
moisture builds up and stuff I where is
this thing
of course I'm trying to read I'm blinder
than a bat my glasses are right there
but I have lotion on my face and I don't
like putting my glasses on after I put
lotion on for a little while just to let
everything kind of soak in but this is
called nystatin where's that anyways
this it's like a powder like a powder
and you just I mean the bottles are
jokes literally I might come on really
this like gonna cover one part of a role
and that's about it
I just weren't gonna get out of it uh
but anyways they usually will do like
four and five of these bottles at one
time for me but when I have like a
really bad rash excuse me
like I do right now on this side I will
pull this medicine out and I will put it
on and usually overnight by the time I
wake up in the morning it feels so much
better but right now it's mine is really
really itchy and I'm not understanding
what I've done differently but um it
hurts and I've like I think cuz my nails
are longer so when I'm scratching I
think it's like scratch the skin so I've
broken the skin so now it stings so I'm
gonna apply this tonight I'm actually
gonna have only help me apply this on my
stomach it's just the side like you know
your side roll or whatever you want to
call it that I'm suffering from so yeah
good times and I think I know why it's
these pants that I own where did I put
them these ones
and I was worrying these yesterday and
this is what's making me think cuz every
time my gosh my eyes are watering every
time I wear these pants I get like a
little like skin rash and I don't
understand why anyways it's these
they're just they're like a priest
they're from the brain active line at
Lane Bryant
but for some reason now I have another
pair of these and I don't I just doesn't
happen but every time I wear these pants
I get like a side rash underneath my
side role clearly I don't know I don't
know if it's just coincidence that it
happens or there's really a reason got
my legs keep Irvine is that my stomach
does that with those pants but I don't
know if they just don't allow my stomach
to breathe the skin I don't know and
then again I was like well I was sitting
in the car for how many hours yesterday
we were hot we were sweaty so it could
have been multiples of things but I
don't know I just all I know is it hurts
and it's on both sides but it's mainly
more on this side underneath that tyrol
I call it so yeah anyways um back to
what I was gonna say is so I got a
couple messages regarding the mean
comments that are being left on my
channel so here's the thing
I will leave things up if I
let me see how I'm gonna rephrase this I
will leave things up that I don't Phil
is damaging but the minute I see
something come up that is degrading
racists of any sort doesn't matter at
all
it will be off immediately I mean I've
got a balloon of things that I will
allow to stay and I've got a balloon
allow those things that will be gone if
I see people boom-boom-boom constantly
putting out negative negative negative
of mean things I'm not talking there's a
difference between being a it there's a
difference between trying to help
somebody and maybe it would come off a
little bit rude or just being rude like
flat road and that if that person
continues to be like that like there's
been a few I will just simply go to
their profile and I'll block them out of
our page I am NOT going to allow people
to come on here when all we have had is
positivity and that's what I'm gonna
keep my page my page my channel to be I
don't want the negativity I don't want
to have any part of any drama like
that's clearly not part of my life I do
not deal with drama I do not deal with
the negativity I don't deal with
promoting bullying I don't deal with any
of that like I clearly will just flat
boom shut the door you're out you're
gone goodbye
but I use it as a scale of how much I
think that they're trying to really be
Road to where they're trying to be
trying to be nice but maybe coming off
rude but I know the difference
and I ain't slow so I will use that and
I will make sure to watch but please if
there is somebody that is contacting you
privately attacking you at any given
cost please private message me give me
their name please do not feel you have
to fight a battle alone because in this
world of YouTube were finally starting
to see that there are many different
types of people
with many different types of
personalities and some of the
personalities out there really stink but
I again will not promote any of that
type of behavior to happen on my channel
and I will not allow people to come
after you guys the ones that have sub to
my channel and attack you guys for
something that is clearly none of our
problems
so again if somebody comes after you do
not feel like you have to fight that
battle come to me and say hey so-and-so
has been messaging me I'm having issues
because I've had two people come to me
and say hey so-and-so has message me
privately they won't stop I've asked
them to stop and I'm just giving you a
heads up you know what I did I went
right in and I Boop gone see uh we don't
need your problems so if there is any of
that going on that I can't see because
if it's not private I mean if it's not
public then I can't see the private
messages please let me know and I will
do my own investigation and see what's
going on and then we will go from there
but I don't want anybody to feel like
you guys are here and that the pot that
positiveness is disappearing because
that's clearly not gonna happen
again I'm not gonna allow my channel to
turn and flip-flop to something that we
don't want it to be this is coming here
to be positive we are all on life
journeys of change of some sort whether
it be wait you know emotionally
physically any type of journey you guys
are on this is what this channel is
promoting for and I want to stay to that
I don't want to dip into any other stuff
we're not about any of that and I don't
want to start with it so I just want to
bring that up to you guys that that's
not what our channel is about you guys
are all absolutely amazing
I have had so many new subs come in and
I am so so so so grateful to have you
guys all here because growing a channel
that is promoting what we are promoting
and I don't consider this channel mine I
consider this channel all of ours we all
contribute to this channel I may be the
one making the videos but it definitely
doesn't mean I'm the one
that's continuously running this video
because I'm speaking out on the front
part but there are so many people every
one of you guys are all making marks in
each other's lives including my own I
mean I have people all the time there's
so many of you guys that are always
always always invested in and you know
in tuned with what's going on with my
life and you know in the encouragement
in the positivity and I just want to
continue that and I want you guys all to
fill that this is our channel not just
ones channel our channel and I am so so
happy to have so many amazing people
here because we're all in this together
like I said we might all be on different
journeys but we're all in this together
to bring up each other and not drag each
other down and I love that and that is
why I'm really sifting through and
taking out all the negativity that I can
I don't leave negative comments up as
long as soon as I see them I go for me I
boom boom boom boom I'll knock them out
because I don't want that negativity to
be around because just a little bit of
negative blood can bring a whole bunch
of people down and that's not what I'm
about so I will be going through tonight
so you guys will see it tomorrow I will
be going through tonight and cleaning
out my comments and sifting through and
seeing where you know we've gotten some
negative going on you guys are doing
amazing I appreciate you guys are all
watching each other's backs you're all
you know fighting for our channel and I
appreciate that so much
the negative ones will be out and yeah
they might slip back in but we'll just
wave goodbye doing and keep this a
positive vibe um I'm hoping this week to
do the bean challenge with oli the other
night we were gonna do it and his tummy
was hurting him and I didn't think it
would be a good idea because I'm like if
he gets a nasty bean he's really gonna
be it's really gonna be sick so I'm
hoping that this week we'll be able to
do that I'm hoping my color street
colors come in the nail polish so I can
do a video for that
there was something else I was gonna do
Oh a lot of people have been asking for
me to show another karaoke video if it
is something you guys really want me to
do I will do it I don't want to bore you
guys out so let me know in the comments
below if it is something you guys want
me to do and I will do another karaoke
video for you all and other than that I
think that was the day I am so so so
sorry that I did not get much vlogging
done today I really needed to get my
knee up and keep it up because I know
tomorrow I start my whole new week and
so I'm hoping with a new week comes to
new vlogging and I'm really hoping to
get more
I was checking I asked around for a few
ideas of some new cameras for even more
vlogging stuff but I want to know what
your guys's opinion is when you're
watching other people's videos and you
watch mine why do you think the quality
is do you guys feel like my quality is
just as well as other peoples that use
cameras versus mine that I use a phone
we have a camera but it's not a vlogging
camera I pulled it out today and I mean
we paid over a thousand dollars for the
camera but it's clearly not a vlogging
camera so and I don't want to go and buy
an $800 camera right now I just don't
want to spend the money on it so I've
been using my iPhone 8 plus camera but
I'm just curious to know what your
guys's opinion is about the quality of
it how do you guys feel on that is it a
pretty good quality video versus what
people use on their cameras on their
real cameras like the Canon cameras or
is it something that I need to really
invest in and bump up on my my quality
and other than that I think that cleared
me up again like I said I'm hoping this
week I get going better on my my
vlogging I say this all the time and
it's so my dream I just sometimes I
forget because I have to cover in order
to do my vlogging and if I don't have my
stuff on me or it's not around me
sometimes I forget and then I go and do
whatever it is that I needed to do and
by the time I'm halfway through I'm like
oh my god I was supposed to vlog this
and I didn't do it I asked for y'all to
forgive me please I'm really trying to
figure this whole vlogging thing out
I do like the sit-down videos but I also
love enjoying following and letting you
guys follow me if I could talk right and
show you guys more into my day but for
now I think I'm going to close so I can
get my babies in their PJs and get all
my kids to bed because me and my hubby
got a movie to watch tonight from
Netflix it's called the waking hours I
think I'll all uh I'll write it in here
what when it is but it's so far I
started it and I'm gonna restart it to
watch with him to say I think it's gonna
be one he's gonna like so anyways I hope
you guys all had a wonderful weekend and
a great day today
and I hope you guys enjoyed my video
today at least and I will see you guys
in the morning
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